Opportunity of Chances

“Remember, MK, take it in a little at a time. One step at a time,” my team reminds me every morning.

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The last time I allowed everyone a glimpse at my growth was back in March. Since then it's not that I haven't tried blogging. I have but it felt incomplete. Like I should hold off for a little longer.

Earlier this year, I received a download on cycle completion and since then I have been doing exactly just that.

So far, I have completed a lot of cycles.

Some major ones. Some minor ones. With most resulting in reunions of some sort.

I know there are more cycles for me to complete.

And, from here on out, more reunions to come.

More changes to come.

Big changes actually.

One in particular that I have been silently stressing out about. Or maybe more. That I have been asked to be patient for. Something big, for say. Something that will come with great changes.

Anyway, the year is almost over and I finally have enough to digest.

On the morning of November 19, at 3am, I found myself awoken to the middle of a deep conversation with myself.

I found myself consoling my own thoughts and worries.

While reflecting, the voice of my higher self came through and said,

“Not every reunion is meant to last.

Some are opportunities to finally say what you need to say. Delayed closure maybe.

Some, help you realize how grown you have gotten.

Some, help you realize how far you have come.

Some, help you realize the past stays in the past.

Some are opportunities to start over. Another chance at something you are finally ready for, this time around. Something you have been asking for. Wishing for.

But, no need to worry. The situation will bring you clarity when it's time. When it gets here.

For now, it has no control over us. It's not here yet…”

And, truly. She is right.

This year so far has shown me how grown I have gotten. How far I have come.

This year has allowed me to give back. To say goodbye. To say sorry. To finally say no.

This year has allowed me to reconnect. To make new friends. To take on new opportunities.

This year has allowed me the chance to readjust. To say yes. To listen. To just be. To live.

And, to overcome.

To be quiet. To enjoy the sound of silence.

To see clearly. To explore.

To be excited.

To be anxious. Stressed.

To be worried.

To overthink.

Yet. Be ok.

I know I will do just fine.

I know I will be alright.

Mmm…

I know I will be ok.

And, that's all that matters.

So for now, I will embrace my emotions and face whatever comes with gratitude because I, at the very least, am somewhat, somewhere, prepared for it.

And, I see now that chances aren’t always about starting over. But, it’s accepting things as they are and freeing ourselves from it. Giving ourselves, the second, third, forth, infinite amount of chances to be ok, to keep trying, no matter what. Because, when we change our perspectives our gains are always bigger than our losses. And, when we do exactly that all we see are opportunities of chances we can take if we never give up.

Dear readers,

I don’t know if this post will serve a purpose or if there is a hidden message here for you. It’s neither a story with a lesson or a study but I felt a strong sense to share it. If you happen to come across this blog, I hope your message finds you.

Also, may you be reminded that chances and opportunities are all that you have. Sometimes they are interconnected. Sometimes they are not but still they come together. But, with every action you take comes with consequences. So, be ready to take responsibility and embrace the wave of emotions that will come with the experience. And, no matter what, even if it feels like the end, remember, you are doing a great job.

Humbly yours,

MK